Monday, May 25, 2015

Same thing as last year

It feels like the same old thing happening again. I am in the same situation as last year this month; exam ended, school holiday DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. There is one change though. I am 'sort of' working now! I'm teaching tuition for about 10 months already!

You can read my last year's post here (about the same exact thing; school ended, holiday started)
Last Year Holiday 

Although my student can really make me vomit blood sometimes, but i will make sure he understands everything that the school is teaching. I do extend time FREE OF CHARGE if i feel like he needs more time to understand a certain topic. Where to find such a nice tuition teacher ah? hahaha. self-praise*.

Anyway after what happened last year, i decided to do something new this year. Last year was really the most BORING year in my 21 years of life. I literally DID NOTHING except going to school. Seriously, NOTHING. Did i go overseas? NO. Did i learn something new besides school's stuff? NO. Did i party? NO. Did i meet a lot of my friends and hang out everyday? NO. Hence this year, i've decided to go overseas, to somewhere i've never been to. I will also learn something new during this holiday! I don't want to waste my life away sitting infront of the computer and rewatching old movies and dramas and wait for time to pass. I'm not getting any younger. (Is it too early to say this? lol. I'm already 22 going 23 next year. Time is not on my side.) What will you do this coming 7 years? Most people just live by day to day; working/schooling/going home/eat/travel (maybe) and that's about it. Oh ya i forgot to mention - taking photos/selfies/social media. That's really about it.

I wanna learn so many things before i die. Hopefully i will really have the determination to learn a new language without stopping halfway this time. Stopped Japanese, French, Korean halfway. omg. Well basically i completed the basic French course and that was it. Should i continue learning my Korean? Or should i learn Spanish (and stop halfway too?)? lolol. Then i will know every bits of other languages. lol. Ok laaa lemme think about it. Currently everyone is into Kpop. French is romantic but its not very practical for me. Japanese is always the hot language people choose to learn. Maybe Spanish? Don't even know CC offer such course or not.

Besides new language, i wanna try learning Chinese calligraphy too. I've always love Chinese history. Also wanna learn how to make clothes so i can make my own clothes since i can't seem to find much clothes that i can reasonably afford. haha.

Hopefully this year won't be as boring as last year. At least i'm going to Bali this year!!! Would be fun :) . I wrote lists of what i wish and wanna do for this year. They are in my wishing jar. At the end of this year, i will take 'em out and see how many of those i've achieved. I remember one of them is to do a perfect split by this year. LOL. errrrr.... i think i'm gonna fail this. We will see how.

Alright, it's late. Goodnights~

Sunday, May 17, 2015


Exam is finally over? Yes its finally over! Almost 3 months of preparation. Feelings after exam? I feel nothing. Honestly i feel kinda lost right now because i have nothing much to do other than studying. haha. But i've already decided to take up some new activities to do such as learning how to make clothes/ learning some art n craft stuff. I'm also looking forward to my Bali trip in June. And this year i must summon ALL MY COURAGE TO TAKE THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE. I'm just really scared that i will die half way due to sudden heart attack or shock. LOL.

Today is the 3rd day of my holiday. What should i do now?! Have to teach tuition later at 3pm. Haven't watched a movie for months. I missed fast n furious and alot other good movies. Luckily the Avengers is still on screen. I wanna watch movie so badly now!!! I'm a movie freak. My poor boyfriend is ending his exam on the 28th. So he can't accompany me to do crazy stuff now.

Finished watching 武则天 by 范冰冰. I've always love Chinese history, especially those in the palace and war time. Maybe a Chinese history book is a good Christmas present. But it must be a book with pictures and real historical pictures. I also watch a lot of chinese documentary videos on youtube. hahaha. Such as Cixi's documentary, the ancient China, Concubines stuff. Aiya, actually concubines stories are the most interesting stories. They fight until they die for power, the survivor wins it all. Its quite a sad truth too. If they don't fight, they will die. Even if they don't want to fight they are forced to fight because others will attack them anyway. Its either you die or you try to fight and get something out of it. Once you're in this game, the optimal choice will be to fight. The equilibrium of a Nash game- fight fight.

Alright enough of the fighting nonsense. Shall find something to do now.